I didn't sleep real well last night. I guess the operation
on Friday is weighing more on my mind than I originally thought. I know, you
think I am being wimpy here, but truth be told I have never ever been put
under. I know, it shocked the doctor too. I have all my wisdom teeth
(apparently the whole “big mouth” taunting was actually true), I have my
tonsils and I have never broken anything. As far as the medical world is
concerned, I am pretty boring.
So you can now better understand my anxiety about Friday.
I know intellectually that the procedure is an easy one; I
trust and really like this doctor and I know that he has done this procedure
countless times with a spotless record; I like that I am the first procedure in
the morning and that everyone involved will be refreshed and unrushed; I have
an amazing support system and will have both Mitch and my parents there…
But there is something that I just cannot shake…
Well, here is to processing that, seeing what the real fear
is and working through it before Friday… LOL
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